proximity. nvr the bride
 ‘s maid, always the booty
 -call. gud service. bars. hear
 me landless, post-ethic of decay:
 digitization will answer the body’s complainant.
isn’t population explosion a post-9 / 11 concern?
 if i see something, must i spit something? a nigga can’t
 fraternize w the cock / pit
 nor land the boi o’the month club, thin
 as an apparition.
 ____________________________________betwixt me & the blu sky?
 ____________________________________tempered glass.
 ____________________________________betwixt me & his blu eye?
____________________________________black tie.
 ____________________________________events.
 ____________________________________parents, paternal racisms, & the relativistic anxieties of
 ____________________________________air travel.
here’s to yu, hot air balloon.
 here’s to yu,
 The Hindenburg.
as an advocate for the self,
 ya girl maintains an emphatic
 set of tears RE: security–
what i mean w my autoimmune flightmares.
sometimes prep / eration;
 sometimes digital;
 sometimes fervent & prayin 4 the 1st time in years,
not for abolition from pain,
 but its inability to attend ya turnout. to avoid
 the dome [taking it to], this time and answer the call:
 boarding boarding & yu board
 board bc yu deserve this. yu are trusted,
 traveller. yu have emptied yr pockets and submitted
 to identification 4 an evr crisp sip at his sky.
and bc yu deserve this, it hella hurts less
 when depleted-of-native-sun-dudebro
 all suh? & surprised @ya sitting, bc this
 section of the craft is not abt more room
to work and relax but the front of the cabin,
yet
when he brushes me w the bill of his snapback, i am compelled
 to flutter.