{"id":19666,"date":"2026-01-02T19:37:01","date_gmt":"2026-01-03T01:37:01","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/wp0.vanderbilt.edu\/nashvillereview\/?p=19666"},"modified":"2026-01-03T19:38:04","modified_gmt":"2026-01-04T01:38:04","slug":"a-river-inside-my-house","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/wp0.vanderbilt.edu\/nashvillereview\/archives\/19666","title":{"rendered":"a river inside my house"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"page\" role=\"region\" data-page-number=\"1\" aria-label=\"Page 1\" data-loaded=\"true\">\n<div style=\"text-align: center\"><em>A poem by Debangana Banerjee, translated by Vincent A. Cellucci<\/em><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<div class=\"page\" role=\"region\" data-page-number=\"1\" aria-label=\"Page 1\" data-loaded=\"true\">\n<div><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align: left\">these eyes hide your secret current\u2013 inside my room you came<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"page\" role=\"region\" data-page-number=\"1\" aria-label=\"Page 1\" data-loaded=\"true\">\n<div class=\"textLayer\"><span dir=\"ltr\" role=\"presentation\">to inundate my identity to smother my mother tongue<\/span><br role=\"presentation\" \/><span dir=\"ltr\" role=\"presentation\">my body moistened by your immense streams<\/span><br role=\"presentation\" \/><span dir=\"ltr\" role=\"presentation\">dipped into a fleeting frenzy for the last time<\/span><\/div>\n<div class=\"textLayer\"><br role=\"presentation\" \/><span dir=\"ltr\" role=\"presentation\">I undress the watercolors to paint you<\/span><br role=\"presentation\" \/><span dir=\"ltr\" role=\"presentation\">the blue the green the white none live up to their hue in this somber room<\/span><br role=\"presentation\" \/><span dir=\"ltr\" role=\"presentation\">the water boils feigning indifference<\/span><br role=\"presentation\" \/><span dir=\"ltr\" role=\"presentation\">arouse the essence of leaves\u2013 jasmine, earl grey, darjeeling<\/span><br role=\"presentation\" \/><span dir=\"ltr\" role=\"presentation\">I feared to realize the aroma may no longer linger<\/span><br role=\"presentation\" \/><span dir=\"ltr\" role=\"presentation\">your letters are ballads scattered<\/span><br role=\"presentation\" \/><span dir=\"ltr\" role=\"presentation\">wounds on the dull wooden floor and frail walls<\/span><br role=\"presentation\" \/><span dir=\"ltr\" role=\"presentation\">from the water\u2019s scald<\/span><\/div>\n<div class=\"textLayer\"><br role=\"presentation\" \/><span dir=\"ltr\" role=\"presentation\">inside these four walls I was feeling lonely very lonely<\/span><br role=\"presentation\" \/><span dir=\"ltr\" role=\"presentation\">tell me what disaster you brought in your sudden currents<\/span><br role=\"presentation\" \/><span dir=\"ltr\" role=\"presentation\">exhausted flesh in your turbulence<\/span><br role=\"presentation\" \/><span dir=\"ltr\" role=\"presentation\">your flood of togetherness pins me down obliterates me<\/span><br role=\"presentation\" \/><span dir=\"ltr\" role=\"presentation\">delights in crossing my ankles<\/span> <span dir=\"ltr\" role=\"presentation\">cupping my breasts<\/span> <span dir=\"ltr\" role=\"presentation\">thumbing my chin<\/span><br role=\"presentation\" \/><span dir=\"ltr\" role=\"presentation\">the watercolors capsized<\/span> <span dir=\"ltr\" role=\"presentation\">my wild tea wreath<\/span><br role=\"presentation\" \/><span dir=\"ltr\" role=\"presentation\">flows below hair like moss floating in your every layer<\/span><br role=\"presentation\" \/><span dir=\"ltr\" role=\"presentation\">an orgasm suspended for infinity<\/span><\/div>\n<div class=\"textLayer\"><br role=\"presentation\" \/><span dir=\"ltr\" role=\"presentation\">dear river inside my house<\/span><br role=\"presentation\" \/><span dir=\"ltr\" role=\"presentation\">know my entity dissolves in the liquid elation of emotion<\/span><br role=\"presentation\" \/><span dir=\"ltr\" role=\"presentation\">my door swung open to a foreseen erosion<\/span><br role=\"presentation\" \/><span dir=\"ltr\" role=\"presentation\">carrying the sopping sleep of catastrophe<\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<h6><a href=\"https:\/\/wp0.vanderbilt.edu\/nashvillereview\/archives\/19638\">Debangana Banerjee<\/a><\/h6>\n<h6><a href=\"https:\/\/wp0.vanderbilt.edu\/nashvillereview\/archives\/19638\">Vincent a. cellucci<\/a><\/h6>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>A poem by Debangana Banerjee, translated by Vincent A. 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