{"id":19663,"date":"2026-01-02T19:31:22","date_gmt":"2026-01-03T01:31:22","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/wp0.vanderbilt.edu\/nashvillereview\/?p=19663"},"modified":"2026-01-02T19:31:57","modified_gmt":"2026-01-03T01:31:57","slug":"im-not-a-prophet-i-could-tell-by-his-moan-it-was-the-first-time-hed-bottomed","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/wp0.vanderbilt.edu\/nashvillereview\/archives\/19663","title":{"rendered":"I\u2019m not a prophet, I could tell by his moan it was the first time he\u2019d bottomed"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"font-weight: 400\">I mount him<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400\">from behind\u2014his moan<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400\">is fresh water<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400\">crying from the spigot.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400\">Yes, I\u2019ve pushed the Good<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400\">Book closed after the revelatory<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400\">sentence\u2014hydrostatic, divine wisdom<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400\">bowing my heart. Have you?<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400\">You feel like you\u2019re dying,<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400\">until you realize: no,<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400\">you\u2019re just seeing<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400\">yourself for the first time. New<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400\">knowledge will do that. Pleasure<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400\">is information. My heart swells<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400\">like his penis as I pound<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400\">him into the mattress.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400\">If he had wings, they\u2019d be covered<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400\">with eyes, and they\u2019d all be rolling back.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400\">No, I\u2019m not inside him.<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400\">Considering my lack, I press<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400\">my face into his feathers.<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400\">I\u2019ve opened something I cannot close.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400\"><em>Is this okay?<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400\">I ask in a whisper,<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400\">and, <em>you are so good<\/em>,<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400\">pushing his head into the pillow.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400\">All the eyes, seeing me, seeing me:<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400\">I perform myself a man.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400\">He moans like a revelation.<br \/>\nA revelation\u2019s promise is always a new name.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<h6 style=\"font-weight: 400\"><a href=\"https:\/\/wp0.vanderbilt.edu\/nashvillereview\/archives\/19638\"><strong>Daniella\u00a0Toosie-Watson<\/strong><\/a><\/h6>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I mount him from behind\u2014his moan &nbsp; is fresh water crying from the spigot. &nbsp; Yes, I\u2019ve pushed the Good Book closed after the revelatory &nbsp; sentence\u2014hydrostatic, divine wisdom bowing my heart. Have you? &nbsp; You feel like you\u2019re dying, until you realize: no, &nbsp; you\u2019re just seeing yourself for the first time. 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