{"id":19280,"date":"2024-11-01T15:33:39","date_gmt":"2024-11-01T20:33:39","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/wp0.vanderbilt.edu\/nashvillereview\/?p=19280"},"modified":"2024-11-05T10:05:48","modified_gmt":"2024-11-05T16:05:48","slug":"spinnerets","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/wp0.vanderbilt.edu\/nashvillereview\/archives\/19280","title":{"rendered":"Spinnerets"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Maria slipped buttons<br \/>\ninto the elastic of her sweats,<br \/>\nbeaded, tortoise-shelled<br \/>\nfrom the Winn\u2019s fabric department.<br \/>\nShe treasurespread across the red dinette<br \/>\npairings last week\u2019s spoils, tinned<br \/>\nunder the bed we shared every weeknight.<\/p>\n<p>Her hands unfurl a tendril stretch.<br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #ffffff\">iiiiiiiiii<\/span> Dame la mano, ni\u00f1o.<br \/>\nMasa gripped sinew,<br \/>\nlike summer canal mud<br \/>\nuntil her hand is mine,<br \/>\nand my breath is caf\u00e9 and Durango.<\/p>\n<p>Maria made mulberry jam.<br \/>\nIts tartness tickled the space<br \/>\nbehind my right eye, where I kept<br \/>\nthe taste of prickly pear,<br \/>\nnot quite believing<br \/>\nspines hid pulped sweetness at five.<br \/>\nShe\u2019d share her coffee, burnt<br \/>\ncaramel as my parents bussed<br \/>\nacross the city to denim factories.<br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #ffffff\">iiiiiiiiii<\/span>As if I were her own child.<\/p>\n<p>Did you know that wolf spiders<br \/>\ncarry their young on their backs?<br \/>\nMass of teeming legs and babyfur,<br \/>\nand a million pinned eyes baying silently<br \/>\nat Saturn moons in every direction.<br \/>\nWith a whisper, a living scatter.<br \/>\nThreads tethered with back to her<br \/>\na promise of return.<br \/>\nMy mind is cataract<br \/>\nblind to those spinneret webs.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #ffffff\">iiiiiiiiii<\/span>Pel\u00f3n, ya llegaste<br \/>\nMy father\u2019s face<br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #ffffff\">iiiiiiiiii<\/span>at 23 dancing to Blondie,<br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #ffffff\">iiiiiiiiii<\/span>at 28 losing his gold horned pendant,<br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #ffffff\">iiiiiiiiii<\/span>hanging veil across his neck,<br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #ffffff\">iiiiiiiiii<\/span>at 46 crying to \u201cMi Viejo,\u201d<br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #ffffff\">iiiiiiiiii<\/span>at 52 desertbright with children in his arms.<\/p>\n<p>Found<br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #ffffff\">iiiiiiiiii<\/span>like the buried treasures of Pancho Villa.<br \/>\nFound<br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #ffffff\">iiiiiiiiii<\/span>like buttons in cookie tins.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #ffffff\">iiiiiiiiii<\/span>Te pusiste flaco.<br \/>\nMy mother pulses in supercuts\u2014<br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #ffffff\">iiiiiiiiii<\/span>ironing her hair to the Ronettes,<br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #ffffff\">iiiiiiiiii<\/span>her first black eye,<br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #ffffff\">iiiiiiiiii<\/span>the darkness of her left lung,<br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #ffffff\">iiiiiiiiii<\/span>her missing daughter,<br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #ffffff\">iiiiiiiiii<\/span>the stained peach of hospital rooms.<\/p>\n<p>I weep in the backseat<br \/>\nof her white Palomino,<\/p>\n<p>at the dining table she bought<br \/>\non credit, as she thrumbs berries<br \/>\nthreaded dark from the Cosmos,<\/p>\n<p>and feeds them to me<br \/>\nuntil I have my fill.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<h6><a href=\"https:\/\/wp0.vanderbilt.edu\/nashvillereview\/archives\/19115\">dion banville<\/a><\/h6>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Maria slipped buttons into the elastic of her sweats, beaded, tortoise-shelled from the Winn\u2019s fabric department. She treasurespread across the red dinette pairings last week\u2019s spoils, tinned under the bed we shared every weeknight. Her hands unfurl a tendril stretch. iiiiiiiiii Dame la mano, ni\u00f1o. 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