{"id":16751,"date":"2021-03-24T11:20:41","date_gmt":"2021-03-24T16:20:41","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/wp0.vanderbilt.edu\/nashvillereview\/?p=16751"},"modified":"2021-03-31T21:19:09","modified_gmt":"2021-04-01T02:19:09","slug":"high-school-punk-show","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/wp0.vanderbilt.edu\/nashvillereview\/archives\/16751","title":{"rendered":"High School Punk Show"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Days we sat in classroom<br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #ffffff\">ffffffffff<\/span>chairs waiting for night,<br \/>\nhalf-listening to a lecture<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #ffffff\">ffffffffff<\/span>on <em>living dinosaurs<\/em>, whatever<br \/>\nlived so long, unchanged,<br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #ffffff\">ffffffffff<\/span>for generations, scaly and bug-eyed,<\/p>\n<p>clawed. I tapped out drum beats<br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #ffffff\">ffffffffff<\/span>on my knee, counted along<br \/>\nwith the clock\u2019s metronome,<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #ffffff\">ffffffffff<\/span>drove home past the old depot,<br \/>\nthe train parked outside an exhibit<br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #ffffff\">ffffffffff<\/span>we\u2019d visited in first grade.<\/p>\n<p>How quickly the air changes<br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #ffffff\">ffffffffff<\/span>in the VFW, electric<br \/>\nwith a hundred bodies. Children<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #ffffff\">ffffffffff<\/span>of tobacco fields, landlocked<br \/>\nchildren, children of dirty snow.<br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #ffffff\">ffffffffff<\/span>David\u2019s brother bought us<\/p>\n<p>a case of PBR and we drank it<br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #ffffff\">ffffffffff<\/span>in the parking lot, a few<br \/>\ncheap beers in my gut. Some guy<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #ffffff\">ffffffffff<\/span>sells his local zine on a table<br \/>\nin the back, copied at Kinko\u2019s<br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #ffffff\">ffffffffff<\/span>and stapled in his basement.<\/p>\n<p>House lights down, a little feedback.<br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #ffffff\">ffffffffff<\/span>The fresh hum of a guitar<br \/>\nlifted from its case. Everything<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #ffffff\">ffffffffff<\/span>seems to vibrate a little,<br \/>\nlike in the moments before<br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #ffffff\">ffffffffff<\/span>a fight. David\u2019s hand<\/p>\n<p>grabs my shoulder for stability<br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #ffffff\">ffffffffff<\/span>as the music begins\u2014<br \/>\nsomething happens.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #ffffff\">ffffffffff<\/span>My feet don\u2019t touch the floor<br \/>\nfor minutes at a time. A man<br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #ffffff\">ffffffffff<\/span>jumps on my shoulders to meet<\/p>\n<p>a microphone thrust to his mouth.<br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #ffffff\">ffffffffff<\/span>David falls on the floor,<br \/>\nwe pick him up. Tomorrow<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #ffffff\">ffffffffff<\/span>he\u2019ll find some excuse<br \/>\nfor his busted eyebrow to tell<br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #ffffff\">ffffffffff<\/span>his manager at the supermarket.<\/p>\n<p>For now we can live in the now.<br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #ffffff\">ffffffffff<\/span>Children of riffs, of blast beats,<br \/>\nwanting to be anyone except ourselves.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #ffffff\">ffffffffff<\/span>Between bands we go outside<br \/>\nfor a smoke. A little blood<br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #ffffff\">ffffffffff<\/span>runs down next to David\u2019s eye.<\/p>\n<p>We\u2019re covered in sweat,<br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #ffffff\">ffffffffff<\/span>breathing hard. Against<br \/>\nthe cold night air the smoke<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #ffffff\">ffffffffff<\/span>and breath make a small cloud.<br \/>\nDavid throws his cigarette butt<br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #ffffff\">ffffffffff<\/span>into the grass \u2013 it cuts across<\/p>\n<p>the haze the way a scream or a note<br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #ffffff\">ffffffffff<\/span>or a dragonfly, any welcome<br \/>\ndisruption, momentarily divides the air.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<h6><a href=\"https:\/\/wp0.vanderbilt.edu\/nashvillereview\/archives\/16711\">JIM WHITESIDE<\/a><\/h6>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Days we sat in classroom ffffffffffchairs waiting for night, half-listening to a lecture ffffffffffon living dinosaurs, whatever lived so long, unchanged, fffffffffffor generations, scaly and bug-eyed, clawed. 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