{"id":15803,"date":"2019-12-01T01:00:16","date_gmt":"2019-12-01T07:00:16","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/wp0.vanderbilt.edu\/nashvillereview\/?p=15803"},"modified":"2019-12-01T01:31:01","modified_gmt":"2019-12-01T07:31:01","slug":"after-watchmen-chapter-iv","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/wp0.vanderbilt.edu\/nashvillereview\/archives\/15803","title":{"rendered":"After Watchmen Chapter IV"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">In 2 minutes he will unlock the front door<br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">and walk 28 steps to the bedroom. 12 minutes ago<br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">I ask him to come home. I twist my ring<br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">a half-turn around my finger. 4 years ago<br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">I am 25 years old, it\u2019s August and we\u2019re playing poker.<br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">There is a ring in the center of the table and I am dealt<br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">a queen of spades and a queen of hearts.<br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">In 2 minutes I will hear his key turn inside the lock.<br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">4 years ago I win the hand. 2 minutes from now<br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">he\u2019ll walk 28 steps to the bedroom.<br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">I twist my ring a quarter-turn around my knuckle.<br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">10 minutes from now the words will exit my mouth.<br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Words that execute my old self. In 68 days<br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">I\u2019m standing on a frozen lake. It is my 30<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">th<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"> birthday.<br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">10 minutes from now I will tell my husband.<br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">It will feel like a spell being lifted.<br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">I try to see through the ice, the lake moans<br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">and birds scatter like buckshot. 1 month from now<br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">he thinks he hears me getting out of bed,<br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">the possibility exists that we are still together.<br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">10 minutes from now his wife will exist, yet not exist.<br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">I will not know if I am inside or outside my body.<br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">8 months from now he\u2019ll hike 800 miles.<br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">18 months from now I\u2019ll be living with my wife.<br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">In 2 minutes he\u2019ll walk 28 steps to the bedroom.<br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">4 years ago I shuffled a deck of cards.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<h6><a href=\"https:\/\/wp0.vanderbilt.edu\/nashvillereview\/archives\/15843\">ANGIE MASON<\/a><\/h6>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>In 2 minutes he will unlock the front door and walk 28 steps to the bedroom. 12 minutes ago I ask him to come home. I twist my ring a half-turn around my finger. 4 years ago I am 25 years old, it\u2019s August and we\u2019re playing poker. 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