{"id":14809,"date":"2018-08-01T00:48:17","date_gmt":"2018-08-01T05:48:17","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/wp0.vanderbilt.edu\/nashvillereview\/?p=14809"},"modified":"2018-08-01T09:12:24","modified_gmt":"2018-08-01T14:12:24","slug":"metamorphosis-procne-serves-her-husband-a-meal-of-his-own-child-changed-into-a-swallow-she-nests-in-the-palaces-eaves-does-not-weep","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/wp0.vanderbilt.edu\/nashvillereview\/archives\/14809","title":{"rendered":"Metamorphosis: Procne Serves Her Husband a Meal of His Own Child; Changed into a Swallow, She Nests in the Palace&#8217;s Eaves, Does Not Weep"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>The elder, I always did what was expected: bent a path<br \/>\nthrough the world like long grass with my body paved<br \/>\na way out of our father&#8217;s kingdom&#8217;s perimeter birthed<\/p>\n<p>a male heir within the year inside the funereal torch-lit<br \/>\nbed, under the planetary gaze of an owl scoring a count<br \/>\nof talons of the days left into the fragrant headboard<\/p>\n<p>and, more, I beseeched, I asked for what I needed, then<br \/>\nbelieved when <em>he<\/em>, face lowered, delivered the news<br \/>\nof her death at sea, the waves&#8217; swallow of her body.<\/p>\n<p>I shed the saffron robes. I bore the black, voluminous<br \/>\nand liquid as smoke or a squid&#8217;s cloud of ink. <em>He <\/em>was still<br \/>\nhidden to me. And dear Philomela. How often, as sisters,<\/p>\n<p>were we placed side-by-side, praised for our identical<br \/>\nbrows, identical size, oneness sounded where we twoed:<br \/>\ntwo eyes, two arms ending in two hands boned<\/p>\n<p>like two wings, two legs swelling into our plural<br \/>\nhips holding a galaxy of jelly-like eggs, any of which<br \/>\nwould split and split and split until a man emerged,<\/p>\n<p>capable of this: keeping a girl-child alive, blood<br \/>\nstill dried brown on her thighs and her tongue<br \/>\ncut out so every bite that she eats, breath breathes,<\/p>\n<p>her wound wounds. Shut up deep in the forest,<br \/>\na hind butchered cut-by-cut, she is kept fresh, alive.<br \/>\nHow could I not kill and salt my own son, half<\/p>\n<p><em>his<\/em>, after what had been done, and boil and season<br \/>\nand serve and only after tell him what he eats.<br \/>\nDo not blame the knife for the cold of the blade.<\/p>\n<p>Do not blame the reflection of the face <em>he <\/em>made.<br \/>\nUnnatural breeds unnatural; strange breeds<br \/>\nstrange. The shit and the dirt floor and dark stain<\/p>\n<p>her split maidenhead made. Trained by her needle<br \/>\ninto the longest and last of instance <em>his<\/em> name, I do not<br \/>\ncall, hidden in the thick stampede of branches<\/p>\n<p>high in the tree, or the one who it is said was half-<br \/>\nme, but changed as I was changed, feathered<br \/>\nand beaked, still voiceless, now another species<\/p>\n<p>who hears, lifted by the long muscle of air swelling<br \/>\nthe roofless sky, sky without wall, without lock and door<br \/>\nand key. The horizon in the black eye, her without me.<\/p>\n<h6><a href=\"https:\/\/wp0.vanderbilt.edu\/nashvillereview\/archives\/14720\">Maggie Queeney<\/a><\/h6>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The elder, I always did what was expected: bent a path through the world like long grass with my body paved a way out of our father&#8217;s kingdom&#8217;s perimeter birthed a male heir within the year inside the funereal torch-lit bed, under the planetary gaze of an owl scoring a count of talons of the [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1704,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"spay_email":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_is_tweetstorm":false},"categories":[57],"tags":[25],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p6Jypy-3QR","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/wp0.vanderbilt.edu\/nashvillereview\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14809"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/wp0.vanderbilt.edu\/nashvillereview\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/wp0.vanderbilt.edu\/nashvillereview\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wp0.vanderbilt.edu\/nashvillereview\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1704"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wp0.vanderbilt.edu\/nashvillereview\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=14809"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/wp0.vanderbilt.edu\/nashvillereview\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14809\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":14810,"href":"https:\/\/wp0.vanderbilt.edu\/nashvillereview\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14809\/revisions\/14810"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/wp0.vanderbilt.edu\/nashvillereview\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=14809"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wp0.vanderbilt.edu\/nashvillereview\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=14809"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wp0.vanderbilt.edu\/nashvillereview\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=14809"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}