{"id":13195,"date":"2016-12-15T00:01:11","date_gmt":"2016-12-15T06:01:11","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/wp0.vanderbilt.edu\/nashvillereview\/?p=13195"},"modified":"2016-12-14T10:15:26","modified_gmt":"2016-12-14T16:15:26","slug":"firewatch","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/wp0.vanderbilt.edu\/nashvillereview\/archives\/13195","title":{"rendered":"Firewatch"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>From my room\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u00a0\u00a0 above the trees, \u00a0 \u00a0I<br \/>\nname what I can see\u00a0\u00a0 in the hot house \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 of August:<\/p>\n<p>a wash \u00a0\u00a0 of hay field\u00a0\u00a0 between house and barn,<br \/>\nthe lake,\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u00a0 green-skinned\u00a0\u00a0 and clotted,<\/p>\n<p>and the gnarl of town beyond, bare knuckled,\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 bridgeless.<\/p>\n<p>You may \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0or may not\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 be any of these things\u2014 \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0I know<br \/>\nI left you somewhere\u00a0 \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 with a mouth\u00a0\u00a0 full of sand.<\/p>\n<p>In the center of the field \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 a pit of white\u00a0\u00a0 in the tawny grass\u2014<br \/>\nonly a rotting sheep.\u00a0\u00a0 A little red\u00a0\u00a0 tufted around the neck,<\/p>\n<p>the cavern of its middle \u00a0 \u00a0bloated \u00a0 \u00a0with heat.<\/p>\n<p>Wind snickers over the hay. <em>Weren\u2019t you just holding \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0a baby?<\/em><\/p>\n<p>You are not the sheep \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 or the boy\u00a0\u00a0 sleeping behind the barn,<br \/>\nhis mouth wet \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0from a beating.<\/p>\n<p>His forearms\u00a0\u00a0 thin rifle barrels. Not you.<\/p>\n<p>The heat switches\u00a0\u00a0 with insects. The grass weaves\u00a0\u00a0 and unweaves itself.<br \/>\nYou taught me \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0\u00a0 \u00a0 some birds \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 are sirens and sound off<\/p>\n<p>just before the fires burst.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Honey-light,\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 cleave this skin from skin,<\/p>\n<p>hot-gun me\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 to a borrowed body.<br \/>\nI am ashamed \u00a0 \u00a0to look\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 like anything at all.<\/p>\n<h6><a href=\"https:\/\/wp0.vanderbilt.edu\/nashvillereview\/archives\/13165\">Jan Verberkmoes<\/a><\/h6>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>From my room\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u00a0\u00a0 above the trees, \u00a0 \u00a0I name what I can see\u00a0\u00a0 in the hot house \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 of August: a wash \u00a0\u00a0 of hay field\u00a0\u00a0 between house and barn, the lake,\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u00a0 green-skinned\u00a0\u00a0 and clotted, and the gnarl of town beyond, bare knuckled,\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 bridgeless. You may \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0or may [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":647,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"spay_email":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_is_tweetstorm":false},"categories":[50],"tags":[25],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p6Jypy-3qP","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/wp0.vanderbilt.edu\/nashvillereview\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13195"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/wp0.vanderbilt.edu\/nashvillereview\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/wp0.vanderbilt.edu\/nashvillereview\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wp0.vanderbilt.edu\/nashvillereview\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/647"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wp0.vanderbilt.edu\/nashvillereview\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=13195"}],"version-history":[{"count":8,"href":"https:\/\/wp0.vanderbilt.edu\/nashvillereview\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13195\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":13416,"href":"https:\/\/wp0.vanderbilt.edu\/nashvillereview\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13195\/revisions\/13416"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/wp0.vanderbilt.edu\/nashvillereview\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=13195"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wp0.vanderbilt.edu\/nashvillereview\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=13195"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wp0.vanderbilt.edu\/nashvillereview\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=13195"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}