{"id":12653,"date":"2016-03-21T01:06:10","date_gmt":"2016-03-21T07:06:10","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/wp0.vanderbilt.edu\/nashvillereview\/?p=12653"},"modified":"2016-03-28T14:34:42","modified_gmt":"2016-03-28T20:34:42","slug":"unkilling-a-deer","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/wp0.vanderbilt.edu\/nashvillereview\/archives\/12653","title":{"rendered":"Unkilling a Deer"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>the knife saws back along skin\u2019s edge seaming its rent robes  <\/p>\n<p>back together  the blood crawls back up the groin testicles unhack <\/p>\n<p>blood the frost gives it back up and keeps giving it back up  <\/p>\n<p>the dogs spit up chunks of bloody deer heart unsnarling  <\/p>\n<p>and the barking comes back in their chest as nothing but rattle<\/p>\n<p>the comealong wench cranks back down the hook out the tendon    <\/p>\n<p>the antler-crowned head thumps the ground  my fourteen  <\/p>\n<p>yearold back  shoving him through the mudrut back to the truck <\/p>\n<p>flinging him bodily in the bed  back down the dirt road  <\/p>\n<p>tires popping rocks bringing down the dust daddy\u2019s cigarette  <\/p>\n<p>unflings itself comes back burning through the cracked window  <\/p>\n<p>like a small torch that can\u2019t burn bright enough and won\u2019t die out  <\/p>\n<p>plumes of steam swirl back into my mouth thick tongue back  <\/p>\n<p>the paleness comes back the redness leaving like the snags of cloud  <\/p>\n<p>slipping silently breaking over the back of wolverton mountain  <\/p>\n<p>back to the stand  the percussive thud  melts out of the air echoing  <\/p>\n<p>my daddy\u2019s grin leaks away that rare that possum grin it\u2019s gone <\/p>\n<p>flecks of blood explode back into the deer chest back into the hung skeleton  <\/p>\n<p>back into the string of veins gun barrel chokes on its white hot cough  <\/p>\n<p>my finger untrembles lets go the trigger bring back the big breath  <\/p>\n<p>unclench the gun unload the bullet unclimb the stand draw back the call\u2019s grunt  <\/p>\n<p>until I\u2019m just a boy walking under a winter-ash sky behind my daddy  <\/p>\n<p>saying how the clouds hang like catfish heads on a trotline <\/p>\n<h6><a href=\"https:\/\/wp0.vanderbilt.edu\/nashvillereview\/archives\/12610\">James Dunlap<\/a><\/h6>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>the knife saws back along skin\u2019s edge seaming its rent robes back together the blood crawls back up the groin testicles unhack blood the frost gives it back up and keeps giving it back up the dogs spit up chunks of bloody deer heart unsnarling and the barking comes back in their chest as nothing [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":354,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"spay_email":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_is_tweetstorm":false},"categories":[47],"tags":[25],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p6Jypy-3i5","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/wp0.vanderbilt.edu\/nashvillereview\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12653"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/wp0.vanderbilt.edu\/nashvillereview\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/wp0.vanderbilt.edu\/nashvillereview\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wp0.vanderbilt.edu\/nashvillereview\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/354"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wp0.vanderbilt.edu\/nashvillereview\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=12653"}],"version-history":[{"count":6,"href":"https:\/\/wp0.vanderbilt.edu\/nashvillereview\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12653\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":12717,"href":"https:\/\/wp0.vanderbilt.edu\/nashvillereview\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12653\/revisions\/12717"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/wp0.vanderbilt.edu\/nashvillereview\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=12653"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wp0.vanderbilt.edu\/nashvillereview\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=12653"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wp0.vanderbilt.edu\/nashvillereview\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=12653"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}